I'm not sure what it is with me. Am I out of touch with my friends? Am I being a bitch or too sensitive that I feel like we don't see eye-to-eye right now? I feel like I have no place with my friends. I may just be jealous. I have no boyfriend and I'm not sharing my friends well. Two of them are getting closer and I feel pushed aside. Maybe like I'll get replaced. and I know that they both love me but...it doesn't take this feeling away.
I am trying to figure out my feelings right now with everything and I feel lost. With my friends and with myself. I'm not quite sure how to deal with this because everything was going so good with my life and now I feel disconnected. The person I feel closest to is the one that I'm pushing away even though I love him. Why am I so ass-backwards?
